"Watermark."

In a few months time, I would have moved back to Singapore for two years.

So much has changed and so much still the same. Not really sure if things have changed for the better but I do know I am much happier. Regardless, I am still glad that certain things have remained the same.

"Watermark" by Enya, that's how I'm feeling right now, right this second.

"Thank God for Friends."

Last week went by pretty fast. It was hell of a stressful week at work but I still managed to survive because of my friends. Come to think of it, I really wouldn't know what to do without them. In any case, I'll write more when I'm not so exhausted. 

As promised, here are the pictures from the last two weeks =) I will try my best to upload it onto Facebook so that Xavier can stop nagging!

SATURDAY NIGHT turned out pretty fun as well =)

A chill Sunday at the gym =) 

Er, none of the photos are actually taken in the gym...

Oh yeah, by the way,

Fernie. I hereby declare my love for you muahahhaa

"Finally."

I am finally back to teaching Body Attack =)

Can't wait till class tomorrow!

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

Just last week, I took down all the bits and pieces that's been pinned to my wall in the office. Figured it's time for some change.

I've been quite bothered over the last few weeks about something. You know that feeling you get when you know something is wrong but have no idea what's really wrong? Some may call it being delusional, others may just say it's a mild form of paranoia. I never quite jump to conclusions without first attempting to find facts that will back up my suspicion. In any case, I think I have given up being bothered by it. Certain things turn out for whatever reasons and certain friendships and relationships are perhaps just not meant to be. Whatever the case is, I still strongly believe that it is always best to cherish what we have at that point in time, enjoy every moment of it and hope that more of “that” will come. But in the event that it doesn't come about again, at least we can look back, smile, and remember the good times.

Circumstances change, and so do people. We may never know why but if you are the type that believes that there's a universal plan, at least that gives you some sort of relief. If you are the type that believes that everything is merely random and just a big chain of coincidental events, you can't really complain as well – be it circumstantial or in general regards to the human just being humans.

Myself? I don't really know and I'm OK with not knowing what I really think. Sometimes it really is better to know less about the “how” and the “why” and just move along.

Just went to Power Yoga with Kenneth haha... I'm quite sure I'll be aching all over tomorrow.

Good day =)

1. 2. 3.

There's writing and then there's military writing.

Something about the way the "seniors" in the army send emails inspired me to be more organized in the way I send out emails. They all list out their topics of discussion in number point form and truth be told, it's rather methodical and gives the whole email a sense of structure.

Perhaps I should try it out one day.

"Counting sheep."

I spend quite a lot of time looking out my window. Most of the time it's either in the wee hours of the morning or at sun down.

I've been feeling rather strange recently. Things just seem to be in a mess or out of place. If this were to reflect on me as a person, I would describe myself to be rather unkempt; and no, that is not how I depict myself.

After an interestingly long and boring acrimonious debate in my zonked out mind, I have come to a conclusion. Perhaps it isn't really about me being disorderly or having less of a regard for organization or disposition. It simply has more to do with the paucity of time.

I keep telling myself that If only I had the luxury of time, things would be more in place and seem less in disarray. Although to a certain extent, I still feel that my habitual dilatoriness plays a major role in causing all the clutter.

*Reminds me, I need to take the car out and get it vacuumed.

In any case, I assume, and hope, that this phase will come to an end. It's about time I get more Gideon-time and really do the many things I want to do. Perhaps the overly used saying of how "the only constant is change" really does give me a bit of hope that things will get better.

I once told a good friend that I feel that I'm like a plane being put into a holding pattern. Going around in circles yes, but not forever. Some way or another, I'm bound to land. Hopefully it'll be a safe and soft landing. It's either that or I end up in flames.

I'm just praying hard it's not the latter.

"If only we'd stop trying to be happy we could have a pretty good time."

So I've been wanting to upload some of the photos I took with Joyce when we went out to Haji Lane. But yeah, I procrastinated.

In any case, just a couple of photos from here and there. Shopping trip with Joyce and some clubbing/supper photos. Think I'll upload more when I have the time =) 

Glad to have spent some quality time with Joyce though. Going to miss this little one when she leaves for New York for her internship =(

Oh yes, another weekend of clubbing. Quite fun but yeah, too lazy to upload the photos today. Perhaps another day when I have the time and energy. 

Been way too busy running around from camp to camp this week.

Think I'll need a Friday night in just to recover.

I know. Lazy to the core. 

Big post save for another day lah =P

“The bumps in the road just make the ride more fun”

I have been out way way way too much last week. I think it's time I slow down a little and enjoy some quiet time at home and sleep before midnight.

It's been quite a tiring week but I still managed to ride through the bumps and enjoy the weekend. Hopefully this week will be a bit better.

Just a few random shots from last week =)

Kenneth trying to copy "someone" and trying to be "beng" haha =P

I'm extremely glad it's a 4 day work week. Can't wait for the work days to be over and FINALLY get in some good rest over the long weekend. 

Lost a 100 bucks at a club last week =(

Think I'll have to cut back a bit and not overspend. Gotta save up cause I will be heading to Bangkok AGAIN in May! Can't wait =)